so the rest of my christmas was good. got some cds, dvds, and videogames from the family. ang even made me a little gingerbread house. no spin, you can't eat it. it was good though. even though ang went screaming through the house @ about 6 am "SANTA CAME, SANTA CAME!" haha.
later on, after all the "family quality time," i went over ellie's. she got me this really cool program for my computer so it's pretty much like a recording studio. how perfect is that? so perfect, i wouldn't even be able to think of that. i didn't even know such things existed. but yeah, pretty impressive. my very own santa.
after we exchanged gifts we just sat in front of the fire place and talked.
it was just nice being there, it was really relaxing. just being there with her. when we were talking, the light from the fireplace just hit her prefectly, and i told her she was beautiful. she sounded like she was surprised, not only by me saying that, but like... it was the first time she's heard that. that can't be true though. after i told her that, she kissed me. she told me she missed us being like this. i do too, i mean, i never really got over her. it just ended so... bad. bad's not even the word. but this isn't bad. this is good. we actually talked a really long time, so long that i think we woke up her dad. i didn't want to get her in trouble, so ended up leaving.
new years was... pretty lame last night. had to spend it with the family. there was confetti all over the living room last night. had to vacuum that today. yay. we had party hats and noise makers, set off fire works. aw, adorable. got to have a toast of the new year. joey got champagne, i got sparkling cider. don't you love happy endings?